Nine Weeks
I made an appointment with an OB/GYN for today. I'm not pregnant anymore. They're scheduling me for a D&C next week. Twins they think but he said there was something very wrong. I'm sorry to friends who will find out about this from my blog.
After we decided to ride out the pregnancy and see what was going to happen, we still didn't want Will to know anything about it. He would've been really excited about the prospect of a baby. So we kept it a secret from everyone.
Now Rod's brought me flowers. Think I might spend a few hours crying. I didn't want to have a baby but it feels so strange to accept what's happening and then it's over.
After we decided to ride out the pregnancy and see what was going to happen, we still didn't want Will to know anything about it. He would've been really excited about the prospect of a baby. So we kept it a secret from everyone.
Now Rod's brought me flowers. Think I might spend a few hours crying. I didn't want to have a baby but it feels so strange to accept what's happening and then it's over.
posted by Beck at
1:22 PM
2 Comments:
Ah shit. I'm so sorry.
oh shit. that last sentence says it all, cause its so true. we had the same happen to us 4 years ago & i thought the exact same thing. cried for days. i'm so sorry.
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